Stuart Briggs

Living with sarcoidosis, the good, the bad, and lots of in between.

Author: Stuart

  • Phenomenal.

    Double ice and JD please.
    First ride of the year and I fell off.
    Don’t go again – avoid it.
    Best call the best friend.

    That’s what I needed.
    A week of massive highs.
    Massive lows
    And huge stupidity.

    Four letters an excuse?
    Saturday was phenomenal.
    My sons are phenomenal.
    My best pals phenomenal.

    I’m.

    Almost £10 on the Co-op.
    Will it go to the foodbank?
    Double JD with single ice.
    An easy rhyme is simply spice.

    Back soon.
    Porky scratchings please.

    More listening to the old.
    As the young should be told.
    Just listen to their say.
    This bit almost rhymed.
    Phenomenal.

    53.
    She’s bored to fuck.

    Go to sleep and wake up.
    All problems are gone.
    It’s realised to nothing.
    Only you are awake.

    Sleeping.

    Fucking mad isn’t it.
    Novelty of said sand.
    It’s only cricket.
    Keep your chin up.

    Oh well.

    A hat and a purse.
    Then keep your money safe.
    A monologue?
    Not phenomenal.

    But it could be worse.

  • I’ve decided not to…

    … write a full blog about a recent post on my fucking Facebook page, anyway: I posted a link about a family that are leaving the UK because of Brexit, they are moving to Germany. I mentioned that those who didn’t like the result and want to leave then do so as in ‘more please’ and that is simply my opinion. I was going to post the full thread and aggressive abuse that I received from my old ‘pal’ but…

    I struggle with those that pretend to be poor and also those claiming they live in poverty but actually have a (very) comfortable life.

    The link to the family that have decided to leave.

    As mentioned before, those who do not accept (or agree not to accept) different opinions to their own are in a dangerous place. Without wrong, right and all the in-between dialogue, the village named Earth will carry on being fucked.

    I keep adding to this short blog!

    This is what he posted to erm Darren Beaker Dowson…

    “Paul Stone; you’ve met the bloke in question, absolutely sick of hearing it from a fucker ain’t done a stroke of work in 5 years, but can have an allotment? pfft”

    Best mentioned, one of my problems is that I have the well known condition – Sarcoidosis and do not like accusations of any type. I’m furious…

    Remembering I worked through Remploy and then again my body packed in.

    Ah, I’m also ex forces – Royal Air Force. I have also held hands and stroked a lady’s hair as she passed away.

    Oh the evidence to this particular hypocritical right wing cunT, eh…

    CunT Stone.

    Sarcoid to date

  • My funeral…

    One thing is for sure and must now be on record in writing.

    It shouldn’t happen for quite sometime but… My funeral will not be attended by my parents or siblings (brother and sister). Typing this post has caused me some discomfort as it bothered me as to what my parents and siblings would think?

    Many of my bizarre dreams and nightmares are in fact true.

  • Health update

    Once upon a time I posted some pretty funny shit on here, now it’s all about my health, life and politics.

    Today I went to the dentist, they wanted to pull six teeth, I got them down to three and then decided no, I would rather pull two myself. A target is to have a first denture fit but and because of the sarcoidosis, I know I do not heal like a healthier person – I fear the dentures hugely.

    Dentures irritate while settling in, I cannot risk any irritation as I know the sarcoid will have a bit of fun fucking me up so, I’m not going to do it. As in a previous post to this, the medics want to put me on some other mental health drugs, I spoke with my doctor and told him I’m not going to do it.

    March 2017 was due to have had alot happen with me, so I decided to having nothing done, potentially it’s the most fucking fucked off I have been with my health since starting to be ill in my mid 40’s. Telling the dentist I simply would like my remaining 18 teeth to last for five years got a blank look.

    No chance…

    Dentist

    Thankfully, some of best and most calming musical compositions I’ve ever heard are here…

  • New medication to dread?

    At the doctors on Friday, amongst going through some of my bone problems he said the psychiatrist has advised I go on anti-psychotic? medication.

    I feel quite alot uneasy about this, but over the past year or so I have been struggling to split various life events into fact or imaginary? Should I be broadcasting this? Should I make it public that my medications are helping to destroy my body?

    Sarcoidosis – medication – head – medication – bones – medication – sarcoid…

    So, into oblivion while wanting to get through the next five years – only?

  • It wasn’t Doris.

    Right on the edge all was stoned.
    Being blown wildly Doris had me moaned.
    Jetty built solid in 1853.
    Arrive at the Crown and given a little tree.

    Those bastard stairs scared the fuck out of me.
    Those bastard stairs be quiet or you’ll see.
    Those bastard stairs a witch chased me.
    Those bastard stairs caused me to pee.

    The fear of being controlled by it.

    Bradford by the sea?
    It’s gone Eric.
    It’s gone.

  • Opinions must be accepted, even if disagreed with.

    This, I think is spot on. I have changed various elements for privacy, but the message is very clear…

    “If supporting the rebuilding of our depleted military, bringing vehicle manufacturing jobs back to Detroit, Michigan and Ohio, stopping Daesh terror on innocents, replacing a failed and money hungry health care system is somehow related to being a Nazi please inform me how? You see, you are actually full of fucking shit. There is no Nazi in the oval office, nor are his supporters Nazis. I imagine a few have and did come out of the woodwork but they are quickly being put in their place. I will not let someone label me and judge me based on my desires to see the USA improve its dire circumstances. You are a judgemental prick and we are no longer friends. Have a good day. I’m sure you mean well, but you also haven’t a clue. Trump supporters are not Nazis. Half of the USA voted for him so you get a grip. We are sick and tired of media brainwashing, left wing idiocy and failed inner city policies and watching great American jobs leave. our veterans commit suicide from lack of care, the list goes on”

    …Absolutely amazingly said.

    You see, if you want everyone to agree and abide your own opinions and don’t accept anything else, then you are on the verge of fascism. Without dialogue the village called earth is well and truly fucked.

  • Is the fourth Reich Nigh?

    I really don’t want to harp on – again… Trump is doing stuff that he promised he would, stuff that Obama talked about but dare not – it isn’t a Muslim ban, jeez, fake news I guess!?

    You fuckwit do-gooder hardcore left fascist nuts, where are you when it comes to other situations? Folks barred from various countries as shown, what about a massive protest against FGM? Protests against homelessness, protests about domestic abuse against men, equal rights for dads, what about ffs I stop there.

    I really do want to harp on – again… You all lock yourselves into that nice comfy bubble called home that one day will burst. Your extreme liberalism is ‘killing’ the village called Earth. Folks are getting scared to speak out – not this one!

    Wake up, oh, I forgot about the feminists that are just so when it fits them.

    Up with menism!

    Dammed tangents, arrggghhhh…

    I never knew...

  • Corbynism…

    Article 50, well he always wanted out so good on him but look, I’ve been and still am a labour fella, I’ve also been quite a militant twat in jobs gone by. Jeremy Corbyn is killing my party. He is getting more and more support from the ‘pretend’ poverty poor lot, those who claim to be working class but don’t actually know what being poor is…

    Actually, I can’t be fucking arsed with you lot as you have forgotten your roots, all of you not just these two cunts…

    Cunts

  • Allotment!

    Yes I have and at £25 per year for a garden jeez, that is superb. I was going to get one a few years ago but, I feel sure our minds weren’t ready. My electric bike took me there – not far. My idea is to get a base and shed as then I can use it as my base of retreat. Gardening will be bonkers but no rush, Shed first then think on…

    Allotment

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