I have zoomed right into the screen but I can not fully make out the keys. I have now lost some of my eyesite, I have 3 types of medications to take for a month.
The left side of my Colon was checked earlier this week, it looks ok but they do want to do a full check under sedation on the 22nd Sept, problem is-I cant read all the information on how I am to prepare the 2days leading upto it…
Its Fri and I have appointment for my 2 Abnormal ’somethings’ in my chest. I am pretty sure everything is linked it will all work out OK.
I got CT Scan results back, went to Hospital and it appears I have 2 ‘Things’ on my Lungs-they couldn’t give me any more info apart from, as well as possible Sjogrens I might have another 3 illnesses, FAB stuff eh… Urgently awaiting Lung specialists now;
A body draining of moisture.
Tears, though try they dont arrive.
Sure it will work out ok?
But squint to see it through dried eyes.
I think I should carry my sketch book.
Only 2 and half pints, Strolled on home.
My hat is firmly off.
To all those folks through hard times alone.
I have never felt so Fed up, Alone and Lonely-I feel dreadfull all round.
Mumps so I thought, as did the Docs and folks. Tons of tests and X-ray, and then it was-maybe it still is-Sjogrens Syndrome. Now called in for an upper body CT scan with Contrast, I have never been so scared in my life-or have I? Mumps so I hope…
Many times I go to sleep with open eyes.
Looking to the future back at all those whys.
My eyes close but ears they are open.
Jump and jerk, its not a trip-I have woken.
Many times I go to bed with closed ears.
Hoping not to see, but hear all those fears.
Tears they dry, keeping both eyes sore.
Enough is enough and to want it is no more.
You can hear it but you cant see it.
Trees bend when the wind blows.
You talk to yourself into the wind.
You talk to yourself and no one knows…
Alone, but lonely intense Hugs of mine…
Love my Matt and Jacob big time.
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