This is the worse I have felt during the Pred reduction, took three months and now its been zero since Saturday 31st August. Last night and today have felt quite dreadful, I have sent work a good link explaining just how getting of the bad yet good Pred can bother us. The feeling is that the body is packing in, bad timing for work but I can not help that I had a peak of 40mg/day. Maybe check the link yourselves…
Author: Stuart
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Scary times by the look of it
Admitting that the face looks like its glued over the rest of the photo would be the easy option, but, if this is stared at for long enough then shivers pop down my legs after my spine felt a little cold of jelly.
Thing is, its the shortest I reckon to have set the clipper to my hair, and certainly thinking about a big beard? -
This must not be tried at home
We have a bed of nails, a very pale person, an amp! a smashing block, and a woman with an axe. I’m actually unsure which scares me most, the bed of nails or woman with an axe? Just look how he is staring, erm, looking, hmmm, watching her…
Thing is, that amp just blows me away, I mean, is it really there or actually part of the show?! -
A great afternoon with Andy
Last Saturday 31st August I actually went out on my bike, it certainly might not have happened if Andy had not decided to meet me in Ilkley, that meant he had about 15 miles to get there and me just the two! At my immense speed we rode on the very quiet back lanes through Nesfield, until we meet the busy A59. A short rest then down to the Bolton bridge roundabout. After carefully negotiating the exit for Bolton Abbey it was back onto relatively quiet roads.
We did turn right to head straight down to the Cav Pavilion, but some cows had blocked the road, thankfully they were not chained to anything, erm, for some reason I thought of the suffragettes’ hmmm… I actually felt quite glad as this meant the decision was taken to ride further on for the turning to strid wood. As that right turning was taken we decided to stop off at the delightful Dusty Bluebells, what a gorgeous cafe’ it is, in fact it really does seem to offer much more than that.
In order we had Galaxy ice cream followed steak pie, I know, its the wrong order but the fresh orange washed it down well!After our (my!) well earned rest we pushed and carried our bikes down to the strid, absolutely stunning scenery. As we approached it was the lowest I had ever seen it.
Still as it may appear, the depth and under currents are deadly, folks have lost their life after trying to jump the narrowest points, its only a few feet but covered in moss, a grappling hook is nearby just in case someone does fall in! Though I do know someone who has jumped it.Talking of trying to cross, Andy was going to attempt some kind of bunny-hop, by wearing the spd clipless pedals you could actually pull up on the bike really hard and get over it, but, its still as deep as two double decker buses!
Because I have powerfully built legs I decided to think about the other option of running and launching myself right into the water of the river Wharfe…
Deciding to walk with the bikes the mile or so to the Cavendish pavilion, we put the world into how best it should be run, and certainly not all impossible at all! We have some of the best countryside in the world, though so many complain I actually like living in the United Kingdom, I can not imaging living anywhere else.
Not stopping off at the cafe’ we rode back to my flat, although I had one weeks washing up stacked, and had not vacuumed, or dusted, or well, it keeps the bills down, but its not too bad for a single lad! After more true stories Andy had to head off for his remaining 15 miles. I had covered 18, and some of that was walking, still very healthy for my Prednisoloned’ bones – arrggghhhh…
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Today I finally joined The Utility Warehouse family
August 2012 I needed to try reduced my bills, a friend from Ilkley cycling club introduced me to Utility Warehouse, I took out electricity, broadband, land line and mobile phone, these four give a gold status, this reduced my bills by around £25/month, and so this August 2013 I took up the half price offer of £50 to join them and spread my word that The Utility Warehouse really does work.
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The Fluoxetine has been doubled
What a couple of months, I have gone from thinking my sarcoid is in remission, to then try and progress at work, failing two interviews (that I should have walked), to being given redundancy notice, to the sarcoid making a rapid return, to the depression showing its head, jeez. All I ever wanted was a job that allows me to make a living (rather than surviving), a positive and possibly challenging position, do stuff with my lads etc. you know the score…
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Doctors today
I was booked in for Friday, I have had to change it for today, at 49 years old I feel my mind is full up.
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Hello darkness my constant friend
Sometimes the low ones appear and go, this is quite a bad one. Perhaps if I had been a complete arseholed bastard then my life might have gone somewhere near to a plan, or something like I always hoped it would. I’m 49, all I hoped for was to be feeling reasonably good and happy inside. Instead, many times I feel my insides are deliberately carrying on slowly giving me shit. I’m sick to death of surviving and not really being able to live. A half decent treat on Saturday meant missing Monday. Working and surviving is better than being on benefits and surviving, but for obvious reasons both are soul destroying.