I need to raise £2.5k minimum, all my music equipment, push bike and anything else you can think of (Kev???!!! maybe!), This is to avoid having to sell my house, since 2003 I thought I could swim through the minefield until 2014, but I can barely tread water with held breath… The system, well Its caught up.

I got some medication last week (Fri 25th Jan) after a hospital appointment and the side effects are now kicking me… No its nothing that causes hair to drop out etc or that you should be concerned about but its gonna be around 3-6 months to see great improvements, and we will!

21″ Regal Blacknight, Carbon frame, Shimano Ultegra 9speed, Carbon Cosmic flat spoke wheels, 3.5ish years old, rode 4 times-just offer me something ok and dont take the… Lets just say a min of £450

Iv not had much time for any ‘blogs’, but just to keep you upto date;

The Cycling club gig was great, we all played well and I was pleased with my playing as to be honest Iv not played at home on my lead work for months… I do have good reasons!?

Iv also cancelled all my gigs and again I do have good reasons.  More on that later.

No not the wine… I’ve joined to give Blood!  Also working on the other ‘things’ I would like to do.

I dont do enough for/with my boys, its something that is also gonna be sorted this year, I’m sorry Kids.

I’ve heard the country is full of… rain, gorgeous this Saturday morning.

Dont forget to keep checking my photo album, I should really get more on my opening page as it looks abit ‘dull’ without.

What do I need to say? I dont often comment about some ‘issues’ in my life but; I divorced my X wife in 2003, now for those dads who ended up going through the single dads system, you will understand and im afraid no-one else (inc X wifes) really will. The system helped me lose my way big time, its now time to start keeping back on track… anyways… The private gig on the 25th is a family ‘do’ I asked my X if I could take my boys… the answer was that she says we are a set of ‘Junkies’… yes all those cyclist I guess are on drugs ha… for anyone who knows us then you will know, in fact I dont even have to say…

Yes her answer was to say its best if my boys dont see me as much… some one needs to wake up and it certainly isn’t me, as my poem says- a future diamond will find me.

Rant finished!!!

Busy with new job (well impressed!, though many of the guys who remember me from 19years ago seem to wonder where my hair has gone?! A lot has happened in those years including working up to production management again you never know?) and other stuff to sort through, tell you what though, I aim on getting a little part time job in a bar-pub. Iv never worked in that type of environment and a couple of nights out of 7 would be great… gets me out and about?!!! I might even join an arts class, the acting type you know-arm reaching out ‘to be or not to be…’  yes I can now see me… I reckon it will be ace!!!?

Anyway, much more to get on with and many more photos to add, soon-ish!