Cant sleep…

Since 2003 my life has been such a mad bad roller coaster, Iv tried hard to just settle, I cant…  Friends have come and gone, Iv done things and completely cocked up.  I still do things and completely cock up.  I say so much and it comes across wrong, I so want to find new friends who understand me, I would so love to find true love with the lady and all in common… the sharing-the eyes.  Im doubting this will ever happen big time, it really scares me.

Yes genuine honest and totally trusting, I dont like being alone-Most dont admit it, esp men.

I mean, I should have had my boys last weekend, it didnt happen.  So is life ment to carry on normal… no, it completly messes your head, i couldnt put my mind into work-im trying hard to be this so-called strong person.  Im not, im so insecure and it seems that is who I am.

All I want is a really nice understanding woman whom we can share our minds together.

Im sick of cocking up…

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